• Angry because in the very first place when I told them I want to step into the working society before persuing my studies and yet they lectured me saying that I should continue my studies after graduate. I consume their advices and lay my plans on futhering my studies in SIM, shared my plan with dad but what I got was rejection.

• Dejected because Plan A, B, C, D have failed.

• Disappointed because after so much planning I'm back to square 1.

• Hurt becase I know my parents ain't feeling good too for not being able to support me in my studies.

• Lost because I don't know what to do after my attachment ends. I don't want to be doing nothing when I'm only allow to contribute maximum 22hours at Giordano.

• Tired cause I have been working basically everyday just to earn that little amount of money to meet my everyday and that extra cash to make my medication through shopping.

• Upset because my parents just don't seems to understand me when I know clearly of my family finance status in the very first place. They wanted me to study when I choose to work and yet, sigh.

I kept telling myself I want to get out of giordano after my attachment, due to the bad welfare they have for part timers. But I guess I'll have to get stucked there again. Cause It ain't a good year to graduate due to the start of economic crisis. And what I want ain't always what I can get. I'm sorry for the harsh words I said to you mum, but I'm really tired of my life for now.

I need a get away badly, but who can bring me to?